never look back, never look down
Thursday, July 29, 2004
life..
nothing to up-date about this few days. school, training, and slack at home. had this "political heaty conversation" with my younger sis going on at home, or rather two sisters were ganging up on me? choosing the PM position at home. quarreling over the slightest matter, cant bothered about it. what to do? i'm the BIG BROTHER. hahah. i was watching a 7pm show. a family was reduced to staying at their mum's place as they have no place to live on. they were rich in the past and the relatives were bending over the big house whom they stayed in. finally, the relatives bring this matter to court and they have to surrender the house to them. life is unfair. this remind me of my old days staying in a "big and nice" bungalow at that time. had a same situation in that show. blah blah blah. in the end, we have to rely on ourselves as no one will help us when we are broke. this is so practical. hahah. but it isnt that bad. staying a flat with friends living near to your place. glad that i choosen the right secondary school or rather my mummy choose the decision for me huh. parents are always right in the end. *raise eyebrown*
i had my offical first training today. first item timing, fail. second item, wrong method and slow. third item, chicken feet, passed. hahah. after that, went to another coach. speed training. that's the end of me. 10laps of butterfly., finished. later on, 50m sprint came on. my coach told us that a girl was good. pressure! this coach. that girl is much younger than us somemore. so i have to really swim my guts out or else... hahah. first round was not bad. thought that we just have to sprint one lap only but coach said that have to sprint another 4laps. wonderful! stop grumbling. after that, i was seeing rainbow lights. hahah. so beatuiful. so i thought again. had finish the training and say sayonara. coach, " butterfly one lap, free one lap, breast come back". today was so wonderful. hahah. things went on and on. shall not grumble as most of the coach say, "this is just the beginning."
i had my offical first training today. first item timing, fail. second item, wrong method and slow. third item, chicken feet, passed. hahah. after that, went to another coach. speed training. that's the end of me. 10laps of butterfly., finished. later on, 50m sprint came on. my coach told us that a girl was good. pressure! this coach. that girl is much younger than us somemore. so i have to really swim my guts out or else... hahah. first round was not bad. thought that we just have to sprint one lap only but coach said that have to sprint another 4laps. wonderful! stop grumbling. after that, i was seeing rainbow lights. hahah. so beatuiful. so i thought again. had finish the training and say sayonara. coach, " butterfly one lap, free one lap, breast come back". today was so wonderful. hahah. things went on and on. shall not grumble as most of the coach say, "this is just the beginning."
Saturday, July 24, 2004
the O.C. here i come. hahah.
the day i'll stop loving you
its when lies become the truth
and when you said you love me you didnt mean it
and i lost it all
no one else left beside me
since that day, i realised how you can lose someone just like that
i lost you
i lost my priority
i lost my happiness
i just go numb
if i cant have you
then i dont want anyone else
you're the only one
precious than the rest
surpassing them all
the day i'll stop loving you
its when lies become the truth
and when you said you love me you didnt mean it
and i lost it all
no one else left beside me
since that day, i realised how you can lose someone just like that
i lost you
i lost my priority
i lost my happiness
i just go numb
if i cant have you
then i dont want anyone else
you're the only one
precious than the rest
surpassing them all
Thursday, July 22, 2004
lifesaving..
yes! i had passed! i had passed e resuscitation test on monday. it was a shivering and a whole new experience for me. intially i thought that i would flunked the test as there were so many rules and stuff to remember. so that day, i was like keep praying and praying on my way to e complex. u must be thinking that i didnt study for e test huh. you're wrong! i got study but burning the midnight oil in the end. praise the lord mann. didnt expected that i'll pass sia. i must thank the invigilator, most lifesaving inviligilators are strict and dont give a damn for you, just give you a big egg when u do a slightly wrong. these invilgilator will joke with us and crap. provided i do the right stuff lar.
today, i had also pass my practical trial test! hah. and it happend on the same day when i'm fasting. so i do the same thingy, pray! so the coach came at about 6.15pm. we greeted him, and proceeded the first item. non-contact rescue. take off my pants and unbutton my shirt clumpsily. damn me. i feel like killing myself at that time sia. but nevertheless, i pass my timing. phew. but the next item, i'm not feeling well, telling myself to hold on, but went to the toliet to vomit. i was like, omg, there goes my trial test. but God make things possible for me and everyone. went into the battlefield once more, did the expected items as usual. and after the test, realized there are so many stuff and method to learn. so lifesaving cannot play play as i thought it was easy huh. the coach gave us briefly and told us that we can have our bm test in a month time? in this meantime, we are to train under him. a better and new coach for me.
after that, my friend's dad who is in the lifesaving business and is a coach too. pointed us out our mistakes rally. i can say that this two coaches were better that my previous coach. he taught us how to train our arm power and stuff. the first time he told us to do is to swim to and from and 5push-ups. we did that for just three times and we are really VERY exhausted. and he told us that 20laps is the minimum for training and it is just the beginning. damnit sia. there were be a tired and restless darren neo in the future. and he will train us if he is free. so i will be getting two training session on the same day. so there will be double strenuous training from now on. praise the lord. hahah.
today, i had also pass my practical trial test! hah. and it happend on the same day when i'm fasting. so i do the same thingy, pray! so the coach came at about 6.15pm. we greeted him, and proceeded the first item. non-contact rescue. take off my pants and unbutton my shirt clumpsily. damn me. i feel like killing myself at that time sia. but nevertheless, i pass my timing. phew. but the next item, i'm not feeling well, telling myself to hold on, but went to the toliet to vomit. i was like, omg, there goes my trial test. but God make things possible for me and everyone. went into the battlefield once more, did the expected items as usual. and after the test, realized there are so many stuff and method to learn. so lifesaving cannot play play as i thought it was easy huh. the coach gave us briefly and told us that we can have our bm test in a month time? in this meantime, we are to train under him. a better and new coach for me.
after that, my friend's dad who is in the lifesaving business and is a coach too. pointed us out our mistakes rally. i can say that this two coaches were better that my previous coach. he taught us how to train our arm power and stuff. the first time he told us to do is to swim to and from and 5push-ups. we did that for just three times and we are really VERY exhausted. and he told us that 20laps is the minimum for training and it is just the beginning. damnit sia. there were be a tired and restless darren neo in the future. and he will train us if he is free. so i will be getting two training session on the same day. so there will be double strenuous training from now on. praise the lord. hahah.
Thursday, July 15, 2004
Things You Would Never Know Without Indian Movies:
* A man will show no pain while taking the most ferocious beatings but will
wince when a woman tries to cleanse his wounds.
* The hero cannot fall in love with the heroine (vice versa) unless they
first perform a dance number in the rain.
* Once applied, make-up is permanent, in rain or in any other situation.
* Two lovers can be dancing in the field and suddenly, 100 people will
appear from God-knows-where and join them in the dance.
* In the final scene, the hero will discover that the bad guy whom he was up
against was actually his brother and the maid who looked after him was his
mother and the chief inspector
was his father and the Judge was his uncle and so forth.
* Key English words used in the movie (usually said out loud between
sentences) are "No Problem!", "My God!", "Get Out!", "Shut-up!",
"Impossible!", "Please forgive me!"
* They drop down to the ground and roll and roll while singing and leap to
their feet in different clothings.
* They can run around the coconut trees, singing, battling eyelids and
throwing glances at each other and change clothes all at the same time
without getting out of breath.
Things You Would Never Know Without Chinese Sword-Fighting Movies:
* Being the hero's parents is always unlucky and will usually be killed by
enemies when the hero is young and the hero will become an orphan.
* When a man is wounded and dying, he always manages to catch his breath and
speak a few sentences to reveal the killer before dropping his head and
being declared dead.
* Skilled people are able to fly over roof tops, up trees and across
distances without any sweat. But when travelling to towns and villages, they
still have to walk or ride horses.
* The heroes need not have to work for money, but will always have gold and
silver with them to pay for their food dishes.
* The heroes and villains will meet each other very often no matter how big
the country is and no matter where they are.
* Healing internal wounds in the body is as easy as sitting down
cross-legged, palms on the knees and smoke coming out from the head.
* They can keep alot of stuff in their sleeves and waistbands and never drop
them. Especially a lot of gold & silver ingots.
* A man will show no pain while taking the most ferocious beatings but will
wince when a woman tries to cleanse his wounds.
* The hero cannot fall in love with the heroine (vice versa) unless they
first perform a dance number in the rain.
* Once applied, make-up is permanent, in rain or in any other situation.
* Two lovers can be dancing in the field and suddenly, 100 people will
appear from God-knows-where and join them in the dance.
* In the final scene, the hero will discover that the bad guy whom he was up
against was actually his brother and the maid who looked after him was his
mother and the chief inspector
was his father and the Judge was his uncle and so forth.
* Key English words used in the movie (usually said out loud between
sentences) are "No Problem!", "My God!", "Get Out!", "Shut-up!",
"Impossible!", "Please forgive me!"
* They drop down to the ground and roll and roll while singing and leap to
their feet in different clothings.
* They can run around the coconut trees, singing, battling eyelids and
throwing glances at each other and change clothes all at the same time
without getting out of breath.
Things You Would Never Know Without Chinese Sword-Fighting Movies:
* Being the hero's parents is always unlucky and will usually be killed by
enemies when the hero is young and the hero will become an orphan.
* When a man is wounded and dying, he always manages to catch his breath and
speak a few sentences to reveal the killer before dropping his head and
being declared dead.
* Skilled people are able to fly over roof tops, up trees and across
distances without any sweat. But when travelling to towns and villages, they
still have to walk or ride horses.
* The heroes need not have to work for money, but will always have gold and
silver with them to pay for their food dishes.
* The heroes and villains will meet each other very often no matter how big
the country is and no matter where they are.
* Healing internal wounds in the body is as easy as sitting down
cross-legged, palms on the knees and smoke coming out from the head.
* They can keep alot of stuff in their sleeves and waistbands and never drop
them. Especially a lot of gold & silver ingots.
unchurched..
finally, the seminar was over, had finished the U3 to U1 section. guess i was in the U3 section when my friend bought me to city harvest at that time. hahah. was thinking what friends i'm gonna bring the following next saturday. today sermon was simple and i had learnt a new word. hahah. "annihilationsim" dont know what means? go check it out yourself.
had my theory test next monday, i'm sooooo nervous now. hahah. scared i'll flunk mann. tell u guys a piece of good news, my preivous coach called me that i can have my practical test by the end of this month. yipeeee.. hah. but he said that the instructor said that he must see "mine standard" next wednesday. *shakes head*
realized that she is the "comes and goes" girl. sigh. to think that i gave out my everything to her. afterall, it is over.. dumb me.. and i have comes across a note whom sis left in my room.
Researchers fom the university of georgia attempted to answer this question of the ages and published the results of their study in the journal Psychological Reports. As tabulated by reseachers, love is:
Doing things together
Sharing special occassions
Thinking of somebody else more than yourself
Making sacrifices so the person you love will be happy
Giving gifts to the person you love
had my theory test next monday, i'm sooooo nervous now. hahah. scared i'll flunk mann. tell u guys a piece of good news, my preivous coach called me that i can have my practical test by the end of this month. yipeeee.. hah. but he said that the instructor said that he must see "mine standard" next wednesday. *shakes head*
realized that she is the "comes and goes" girl. sigh. to think that i gave out my everything to her. afterall, it is over.. dumb me.. and i have comes across a note whom sis left in my room.
Researchers fom the university of georgia attempted to answer this question of the ages and published the results of their study in the journal Psychological Reports. As tabulated by reseachers, love is:
Doing things together
Sharing special occassions
Thinking of somebody else more than yourself
Making sacrifices so the person you love will be happy
Giving gifts to the person you love
Sunday, July 11, 2004
stupid damned watch...
wanted to stay at home to slack and sleep today but was had a appointment with my friend. hahah. the watch i bought for him spoilt so had to go to bugis street for repairment. we had a long chat, were talking about all kinds of stuff. church, family stuff, school, np stuff, teachers in scondary schools. i really missed those days in scondary school, np camp, chat throughtout the night, go home together and crap. those days were just so... hahah.. no words can expressed into words. i missed those days! hah. the school was upgraded and no longer the st.gabriel that i knew in secondary one. sigh..
okay. we went back to get our watch after our lunch at food court. think the "lady" went to change a new one for us as we saw her repairing skills, wow.. it was just "fabulous". all the pin she used bended while she was reparing that watch.. hahah. but never mind, got a new watch anyway. so we went back home after that, straightaway went to the bed the moment i reached home. hah. after three hours of lalala land, my friend call me that the watch spoil again. omg. he told me that the red needle is not moving when he reached home. at that time, nothing could expressed my expressions. so we went back there AGAIN! give the "lady" a " want to fight" look and told her the watch is spoil. she told us ten minutes come back to retrieve that watch. i told my friend while we were walking off that shop, "sigh. another new watch for u" hahah. after that hectic ten mintues walking to and fro in the bugis street, the tempatation of seeing the drooling drinks and the tu-tu kueh were sooo great.. hahah. as i have not eaten my dinner. hah. went to get the watch back, the "auntie say", okay already, u see can anot?" i see, shake shake the watch, see the hour pin got spoil not and check those stuff and ask my friend to wear. i say okay to the "auntie". and the she say i help u check, after u come back and change. miss ah. u think i wanna come back ah?! my transport fees need money want also. and after checking, she give a sarcastic remark, "boy ah, i dont want to see again ah". with a evil laugh. i answer her back, " i also dont want to come back again ah". also with a laugh. and off we go. hah. finally can put an ease off my mind. phew..
okay. we went back to get our watch after our lunch at food court. think the "lady" went to change a new one for us as we saw her repairing skills, wow.. it was just "fabulous". all the pin she used bended while she was reparing that watch.. hahah. but never mind, got a new watch anyway. so we went back home after that, straightaway went to the bed the moment i reached home. hah. after three hours of lalala land, my friend call me that the watch spoil again. omg. he told me that the red needle is not moving when he reached home. at that time, nothing could expressed my expressions. so we went back there AGAIN! give the "lady" a " want to fight" look and told her the watch is spoil. she told us ten minutes come back to retrieve that watch. i told my friend while we were walking off that shop, "sigh. another new watch for u" hahah. after that hectic ten mintues walking to and fro in the bugis street, the tempatation of seeing the drooling drinks and the tu-tu kueh were sooo great.. hahah. as i have not eaten my dinner. hah. went to get the watch back, the "auntie say", okay already, u see can anot?" i see, shake shake the watch, see the hour pin got spoil not and check those stuff and ask my friend to wear. i say okay to the "auntie". and the she say i help u check, after u come back and change. miss ah. u think i wanna come back ah?! my transport fees need money want also. and after checking, she give a sarcastic remark, "boy ah, i dont want to see again ah". with a evil laugh. i answer her back, " i also dont want to come back again ah". also with a laugh. and off we go. hah. finally can put an ease off my mind. phew..
Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
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bad little boy..
finally pledge my mission's pledge today. hahah. hope i can give what i had pledge to mission's fund or else i really dont know what to do already. hahah. hmm.. new song today as well, soooooo nice.. hah. those composers are so talented. it's so happening today mann.
was on my way back home on the bus, accidentally overheard a lady scolding a guy for his bad attitude. its was wrong to eavesdrop them talking but too bad. u were just in front of me and was talking so loud. hahah. i really pity for that guy sia, that lady was just keep ranting about his attitude that she dont like. should be concerning about their ministry stuff, that the lady dont like about him. hah. next time, i really have to think before i talk. all else. hah. good luck to me. so scary and embarrassed sia.
sigh. went back to my secondary school to pass the present to my friend. damnit. i cant go in. the security guard said that i wear slippers cant go in. what is his problem? since my school's upgrading was on, he was there. so have to call my friend out to pass him the stuff, it was his birthday today. hope that he will like it. but later on, when i was on my way home, he call me that the watch was spoil. the whole rubber supporting the watch dropped!! so have to change that watch in bugis street tomorrow. sigh.
the O.C was soooo nice!! hahah. cant take it. marissa cooper is so happening, girl next door. hah. better than kristin kreuk in smallville. ryan and seth in that show not bad too. student ann said that ryan got the baby face and look so cute and seth's not bad also. his style in wearing clothes is just so style. hahah. too bad, i only can appreciate it in the tv show. hah.
was on my way back home on the bus, accidentally overheard a lady scolding a guy for his bad attitude. its was wrong to eavesdrop them talking but too bad. u were just in front of me and was talking so loud. hahah. i really pity for that guy sia, that lady was just keep ranting about his attitude that she dont like. should be concerning about their ministry stuff, that the lady dont like about him. hah. next time, i really have to think before i talk. all else. hah. good luck to me. so scary and embarrassed sia.
sigh. went back to my secondary school to pass the present to my friend. damnit. i cant go in. the security guard said that i wear slippers cant go in. what is his problem? since my school's upgrading was on, he was there. so have to call my friend out to pass him the stuff, it was his birthday today. hope that he will like it. but later on, when i was on my way home, he call me that the watch was spoil. the whole rubber supporting the watch dropped!! so have to change that watch in bugis street tomorrow. sigh.
the O.C was soooo nice!! hahah. cant take it. marissa cooper is so happening, girl next door. hah. better than kristin kreuk in smallville. ryan and seth in that show not bad too. student ann said that ryan got the baby face and look so cute and seth's not bad also. his style in wearing clothes is just so style. hahah. too bad, i only can appreciate it in the tv show. hah.
Saturday, July 10, 2004
strange friendster..
the first thingy i do in the morning is to go to the toliet. a very little step i stepped into it. i fell down. cant beleive it mann, first time in my own house fell down in the toliet. of course my backside pain at that time. luckily my mama didnt see it or else she will tease at me want.. hahah.
went to bugis street in the evening with chong ghee to buy present for renli. didnt get to see him for quite some time as we gone out quite often last time. still a cool and moody guy. hah. we were roaming about and sat down in a watch shop. we were there for about half hour looking for a suitable one. later on, we bought a casio watch cost about 20 over bucks. argh.. there goes my money, was saving up for mission funds and there one bithday coming up. finish.. tomorrow shall go back to my scondary school and give the present personally to him, was wondering will he be touched till cry. hahah. shall see all those np pimps and those pig dog friends again.
what is friendster is coming to??!! i was opening up my account and saw one message. a girl whom wanna make friends and ask whether wanna befriend her and ask me to add her in msn and friendster. later on, she is online and we chatted. so later on, we were talking about friendster stuff. then she asked me that did i send a message to her that i wanna befriend her. i say nope to her and told her that is she send me the message that she wanna add me. but on the opposite, she said I send her the message. cant take it. i didnt send her, she didnt send me!! then why both of us got the same message that we want to know eache other. weird mann. i did not give my pass to anyone but to my friend whom i beleive she didnt do this and she didnt give her pass to anyone either. what is the world coming to? first, the tagboard scolding my friends and me and now this thingy!! sigh..
went to bugis street in the evening with chong ghee to buy present for renli. didnt get to see him for quite some time as we gone out quite often last time. still a cool and moody guy. hah. we were roaming about and sat down in a watch shop. we were there for about half hour looking for a suitable one. later on, we bought a casio watch cost about 20 over bucks. argh.. there goes my money, was saving up for mission funds and there one bithday coming up. finish.. tomorrow shall go back to my scondary school and give the present personally to him, was wondering will he be touched till cry. hahah. shall see all those np pimps and those pig dog friends again.
what is friendster is coming to??!! i was opening up my account and saw one message. a girl whom wanna make friends and ask whether wanna befriend her and ask me to add her in msn and friendster. later on, she is online and we chatted. so later on, we were talking about friendster stuff. then she asked me that did i send a message to her that i wanna befriend her. i say nope to her and told her that is she send me the message that she wanna add me. but on the opposite, she said I send her the message. cant take it. i didnt send her, she didnt send me!! then why both of us got the same message that we want to know eache other. weird mann. i did not give my pass to anyone but to my friend whom i beleive she didnt do this and she didnt give her pass to anyone either. what is the world coming to? first, the tagboard scolding my friends and me and now this thingy!! sigh..
Thursday, July 08, 2004
two little dumb kids..
yesterday seminar was just fabluous. Pst. Kong was preaching about "church without walls" and he was talking about the survey thingy that how many unchurched people wew there in singapore or rather in the whole world. there was a rainer scale showing U1 to U5, from very friendly and antagoistic. everything was just great as it reminds me of a friend of mine. thinking back, how i'm bought into cuty harvest and those criticism and parent's objection. if u would ask me that i regret coming to city harvest. i will say to you, why u never ask me earlier. hah. i'm looking forward to part2. hahah. cant wait mann.
my coach's backbone had a crack and he told us that he will be going to a major operation and had to stop training for two to three months as he have to recuperate. so the test have to postphone till his recovery. sigh. that means i cant take my test! that means if i pass, i cant be lifeguard! that all this things must wait till he come back. what can i say? the only thing i can say is have a SPEEDY RECOVERY.
school started but didnt go for the last few days because i have a bad flu and sore throat. the timetable was fine until the teacher we need to come to assembly on tuesday and friday as last semester i just need to come on tuesday assembly. this semester was mainly computer stuff and knowing those tool's name. i really wanna leave the classroom this morning.the lesson was about tools, and was explaning about a steel rule and vernier caliper the whole session. really cant take it.
i found a place which i really can study. hahah. it was at jurong library, was studying with nan that day but was asked to leave the table as it was meant for library purpose. so nan told me we can give it a try at the children's section, it was located near the main entrance. we went down with embarrassed faces and afew kids were there. we went to the extreme right corner to study. guys, the whole place was totally silent, eveb you give a small fart and we can hear it. hahah. i was fliiping throught my social studies book and nan was revising her chem as she had test tomorow. as i was reading through, i realized that there are so many fights and war in the past. with a interesting and curiosity, i went to borrow a thick book about world war two. reading about pearl harbour and adolf hitler's section, cant believe it that he had caused millions of people to death. dumb me.
my coach's backbone had a crack and he told us that he will be going to a major operation and had to stop training for two to three months as he have to recuperate. so the test have to postphone till his recovery. sigh. that means i cant take my test! that means if i pass, i cant be lifeguard! that all this things must wait till he come back. what can i say? the only thing i can say is have a SPEEDY RECOVERY.
school started but didnt go for the last few days because i have a bad flu and sore throat. the timetable was fine until the teacher we need to come to assembly on tuesday and friday as last semester i just need to come on tuesday assembly. this semester was mainly computer stuff and knowing those tool's name. i really wanna leave the classroom this morning.the lesson was about tools, and was explaning about a steel rule and vernier caliper the whole session. really cant take it.
i found a place which i really can study. hahah. it was at jurong library, was studying with nan that day but was asked to leave the table as it was meant for library purpose. so nan told me we can give it a try at the children's section, it was located near the main entrance. we went down with embarrassed faces and afew kids were there. we went to the extreme right corner to study. guys, the whole place was totally silent, eveb you give a small fart and we can hear it. hahah. i was fliiping throught my social studies book and nan was revising her chem as she had test tomorow. as i was reading through, i realized that there are so many fights and war in the past. with a interesting and curiosity, i went to borrow a thick book about world war two. reading about pearl harbour and adolf hitler's section, cant believe it that he had caused millions of people to death. dumb me.
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
Sunday, July 04, 2004
little lights..
i was kinda moody these few days. a thousand thanks for those who stand by me. but i'm still uncure. hahah.
had usual service today and had bibles studies at the roof top. i was impressed how mingxuan described, he was telling us that we should worship God with open hands but not with unwillling hands when worshipping. if i would give u a thousand dollars to you, would u want it? of course, you will want that thousand dolars right? same as worshipping God, He gave you so many gifts and fruits to you and yet when u worship God, u would have tiredness hands and fell like putting down? although i felt that too. hahah. you have to feel it. that's all i can say.
today service was just great. i can sing my favourite song again! i was shocked and happy when nan showed me the lyrics of that particular song. hahah.
on my way home, mingxuan told me that do i have something running through my mind that keeps bothering me? how did he know? did i wrote i got something that keep bothering me on my face? better not go out with him too often. hahah. just kidding brother. bout that email, think i dont want to reveal, u should know what is going on and i dont want to talk so much about it. i even dont know what was i thinking about. damn me.
that tagboard of my friends was driving me crazy. that person even know that i have two sisters. who is that person?! shit him mann. if i know you who you are, i'll screw you down.
had usual service today and had bibles studies at the roof top. i was impressed how mingxuan described, he was telling us that we should worship God with open hands but not with unwillling hands when worshipping. if i would give u a thousand dollars to you, would u want it? of course, you will want that thousand dolars right? same as worshipping God, He gave you so many gifts and fruits to you and yet when u worship God, u would have tiredness hands and fell like putting down? although i felt that too. hahah. you have to feel it. that's all i can say.
today service was just great. i can sing my favourite song again! i was shocked and happy when nan showed me the lyrics of that particular song. hahah.
on my way home, mingxuan told me that do i have something running through my mind that keeps bothering me? how did he know? did i wrote i got something that keep bothering me on my face? better not go out with him too often. hahah. just kidding brother. bout that email, think i dont want to reveal, u should know what is going on and i dont want to talk so much about it. i even dont know what was i thinking about. damn me.
that tagboard of my friends was driving me crazy. that person even know that i have two sisters. who is that person?! shit him mann. if i know you who you are, i'll screw you down.
