never look back, never look down
Sunday, July 30, 2006
to be held
it's more than a week since i sat down to blog. i was so frustrated with the connection these days and i cant get online to search my stuff. oh well, the connection is not mine so i have to bear with it.
school has successfully immersed me into school work and revision. i got a personal revealation from someone and it was a strong one as well. it really make me think what i need to do right now and focus solve all problems. it had really changed my mindset, simple words that came out and it captivated my mind. Looking back, the devil had me real tight for the past months and i was awaken by it.
recently, i was coughing as if i was suffocating. especially at nights. must be the durains that i ate. one by one and i ate five to seven in just afew minutes and it was really sensation. i could have not stop it and able to finish the whole of it myself but i still want my voice.
when i scrolled down the phone book in my phone. i realized there are quite number of friends that are close to me are rather who are either working or in army. and some are so close once that we didnt contact for years. my heart felt so heavy when i think of it. that's really sad thing when all of us get on with life and forget about each other.
things are getting to a higher gear i sense it and i will not give up my rights to be happy, i will not give up my dreams for anything lesser. He says a man without dreams or visions will perish. i will continue to play for Him and praise Him. keep on going, keep on going.
Phi3:13-14
Brethren, i do not count myself to have apprehended: but one thing i do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead.I press towards the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.
school has successfully immersed me into school work and revision. i got a personal revealation from someone and it was a strong one as well. it really make me think what i need to do right now and focus solve all problems. it had really changed my mindset, simple words that came out and it captivated my mind. Looking back, the devil had me real tight for the past months and i was awaken by it.
recently, i was coughing as if i was suffocating. especially at nights. must be the durains that i ate. one by one and i ate five to seven in just afew minutes and it was really sensation. i could have not stop it and able to finish the whole of it myself but i still want my voice.
when i scrolled down the phone book in my phone. i realized there are quite number of friends that are close to me are rather who are either working or in army. and some are so close once that we didnt contact for years. my heart felt so heavy when i think of it. that's really sad thing when all of us get on with life and forget about each other.
things are getting to a higher gear i sense it and i will not give up my rights to be happy, i will not give up my dreams for anything lesser. He says a man without dreams or visions will perish. i will continue to play for Him and praise Him. keep on going, keep on going.
Phi3:13-14
Brethren, i do not count myself to have apprehended: but one thing i do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead.I press towards the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.
Friday, July 21, 2006
pirates of the caribbean
pirates of the caribbean: i just love the way johnny depp brings out the character of the show.
Monday, July 17, 2006
granny's birthday
it's getting real bad. is 2.51am and im still not asleep.
it was granny's birthday on saturday and she has moved to seletar. the moment i open the gate and went to greet granny, almost twenty pair of eyes were looking at me and started to wonder who this boy is. the aunties were started to talk about me and my sisters. i was sitting until the buffet was ready. cousins and relatives came and even i know them, we did not exchange a single word. its was a sad thing that once we were close and after moving to our houses, the connection is gone.
as i was sitting on the bench,
2nd aunt: aiyo, taolin so tall and big. aiyo. i cant even recongize you leh.
2nd aunt's daughter-in-law: i see him during new year, ya lor, he so big sia.
and it keeps going on until we went home. i was thinking, do u need to talk until so loud and the whole world knows about it. the power of women. sigh. but most importantly, what matters the most is my granny to be happy. anyway, she's 86 this year.
renew my mind and spirit of wisdom.
it was granny's birthday on saturday and she has moved to seletar. the moment i open the gate and went to greet granny, almost twenty pair of eyes were looking at me and started to wonder who this boy is. the aunties were started to talk about me and my sisters. i was sitting until the buffet was ready. cousins and relatives came and even i know them, we did not exchange a single word. its was a sad thing that once we were close and after moving to our houses, the connection is gone.
as i was sitting on the bench,
2nd aunt: aiyo, taolin so tall and big. aiyo. i cant even recongize you leh.
2nd aunt's daughter-in-law: i see him during new year, ya lor, he so big sia.
and it keeps going on until we went home. i was thinking, do u need to talk until so loud and the whole world knows about it. the power of women. sigh. but most importantly, what matters the most is my granny to be happy. anyway, she's 86 this year.
renew my mind and spirit of wisdom.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
mothers
are all the mothers so naggy at times?
sms at night.
mum: Sleep. your pimples and health
two mintues later
mum: almost 12am. skin need rest.
maybe i need to switch off my lights and plug the ear piece into e lappy.
chinese orals on thursday. studying my guts out at school. need someone to talk to.
world cup fever is over. france has lost. what a pity. zidane, u should headbutt him even harder so that he cant stand up and have to be carried out.
sms at night.
mum: Sleep. your pimples and health
two mintues later
mum: almost 12am. skin need rest.
maybe i need to switch off my lights and plug the ear piece into e lappy.
chinese orals on thursday. studying my guts out at school. need someone to talk to.
world cup fever is over. france has lost. what a pity. zidane, u should headbutt him even harder so that he cant stand up and have to be carried out.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
fresh look.
new blog layout, guess i finally change it and the amazing part is i do it myself and help from someone or should i say a big help. thanks hor.
school has started, three and half more months to the big one. i started to wear flip-flops to school since it's just school but not fashion runway. my chinese teacher asked me, "aiyo, taolin, why wear slippers?" haha. of course i said coming to school only ma and she smiles at me.
i realized that God is very funny and annoying at times. He purposely put people that you dont like in your life for may times when u do not want to see them. and its true. i got transfered out of my class for maths and i get to see the people that i dont like in the next class. see how God do things for me. and it doesnt happen to me just once but many times! so its not just coincidence, i believe that.
school has started, three and half more months to the big one. i started to wear flip-flops to school since it's just school but not fashion runway. my chinese teacher asked me, "aiyo, taolin, why wear slippers?" haha. of course i said coming to school only ma and she smiles at me.
i realized that God is very funny and annoying at times. He purposely put people that you dont like in your life for may times when u do not want to see them. and its true. i got transfered out of my class for maths and i get to see the people that i dont like in the next class. see how God do things for me. and it doesnt happen to me just once but many times! so its not just coincidence, i believe that.
Monday, July 03, 2006
visions are not to be dumped.
had this conversation with this friend in msn.
d: what is the website that u said can able to download song?
s: www.baidu.com
d: thanks.
s: wei!!!!! pray for me!!! im going to a auction later.
s: must pray for me hor.
d: okay. okay.
d: what auction? u need money ah?
s: yes. i need it to go to australia.
d: can.
5mins later....
d: hey. now i can understand why you can sleep the whole day and be a nonctual at nights. i just did that a couple of days.
s: wei!!! u see my hamster pic!!!
d: .........
d: i see before already. sigh.
anyway, the man from australia is back after much struggling from keeping the secret of being back is able to let it out on saturday service. going to see this guy for four precious weeks.
membership: bestie, brother or bf.
choose one. bestie taken.
* really into deep thoughts*
haha. these conversations lighten up my sunday night.
d: what is the website that u said can able to download song?
s: www.baidu.com
d: thanks.
s: wei!!!!! pray for me!!! im going to a auction later.
s: must pray for me hor.
d: okay. okay.
d: what auction? u need money ah?
s: yes. i need it to go to australia.
d: can.
5mins later....
d: hey. now i can understand why you can sleep the whole day and be a nonctual at nights. i just did that a couple of days.
s: wei!!! u see my hamster pic!!!
d: .........
d: i see before already. sigh.
anyway, the man from australia is back after much struggling from keeping the secret of being back is able to let it out on saturday service. going to see this guy for four precious weeks.
membership: bestie, brother or bf.
choose one. bestie taken.
* really into deep thoughts*
haha. these conversations lighten up my sunday night.
