never look back, never look down
God is the greatest.
Pst. Ulf Ekman's conference was finally over for the past three days of rushing to to church after school. it was a tiring and persection but after all it was worth it. the Word has impacted me alot and i believe the cellgroup will grow in the Lord even more. i think the conference hs really shown us our real self when we have to queue up for the conference and bad temper and habits started to show up. i admit that i got flared up at times and i'm sorry about it when members were not coming up or members were be late, it was a difficult decision for me as i have to hold the seats or give up. Friendship, Pride and Holy calling were beling preached. And Jeremy, really agree with you that we have pride in us and we must be very careful that Pride will creep into us and we don't know about it and we should really guard our heart towards Satan and God hate is a proud look. amen?Jeremy, i'm so glad that you really enjoyed the birthday celebration that we've prepared for you. it's has drained us alot from our time and sleep of course. why we want to spend so much time for your birthday thing is we really want you to know that the cellgroup loves you and love cant say into words, needs action to be proven. and we want the other cellfroup member to felt what you felt it too that u know that u belongs to this cellgroup and we didnt take you for granted. let' pray for the cellgroup and it will bring glory to glory for Him.
points of grace
WORTHLESS / Jess Cates, Kevin Paige / I woke up today with a revelation / An introduction to the truth / I knew the world was round / What goes up comes down / And maybe I finally got it figured out / Chorus / A moment is worthless / No meaning, purpose / Every breath is just wasted / If you are not the centre of my world / I'm just drifting, barely existing / Every mintue without you / Is worthless / You know the state of my condition / And yet You hold me anyway / SoI won't take a step unless it's Your direction / Where was I / Before I finally realized / Chorus / There's a void in my heart / Where it's empty and dark / Without You and Your love / Lord, i'm broken apart / I surrender my life / To be right where You are
jinnie.
After almost three months of fellowship and bonding, jin cheng went back to australia to study this morning. the atmosphere was so stiff when he's going to the plane and tears were hold back when he went off. my leader was trying to see whether will i cry when he went off. in case u dont know darren well, he will be moody for the quite some time and everything will be fine. alright. it's not that he's not coming back, it's a moulding for the both of us spiritual and physical. as if we've done something wrong. haha. jinnie, u shall see how darren play for the cellgroup when u come back and defintely i will master the F chord. haha. and let's believe that there will be revival in the cell. amen?I'm so excited about it, Pst. Ulf is coming to preach for the week. hope that i can go for the three days conference and Father God you will come and take away my tireness most importantly and multipy my sleep which i deprived of for the past week. and Benny Hinn is coming to town, it's gonna be the talk of the year man, looking forward to it.New Year is coming to an end and was blessed to receive angbaos money which i can save up and buy what i want finally. i didn't go my grandma's house to visit and missing her somehow. I bought a bag today with my leader and she bought one for herself and realize that spending is so easy and saving up is like hell. I had 60bucks for two weeks and i dont even know what are the things i spent on, only know that i blessed my memers and i ate good food for the past weeks. swensen and fish and co which i never wanted to eat but it's nice la. haha. but He is gonna bless me back hundredfold and i'm not trying to be flacking okay, have faith in it although this is a reality world but who knows that you will rich overnight?
Temperament-Discover its potiental.
I'm a Phlegmatics.
Phlegmatics are the most deliberate eater of all and are invariably the last ones though eating. They enjoy shopping, particularly women. They take longer, shop slower, and are probably more frugal than any other type. They are almost as indecisive as the melancholy. They have to stop more frequently than any type because they don't get enough on the first trip. Phlegmatics usually have a small but near handwriting. Phlegmatics are quiet about everything and seldom enter into debates or thrust themselves into conversations. They will respond to questions with wit and good humour, but rarely volunteer anything unless asked.
Phlegmatics can be good students if their procrastination doesn't catch up with them. They need a series of short-term assignments rather than long-term projects. They work best under pressure, though they claim they dont like it. They have orderly minds capable of analysis and deductions. They are prone to get their news from TV than magazines and newspapers. They have good memories and can be intelligent people if somehow motivated to learn.
Weakness of Phlegmatic is unmotivated, procrastinator, selfish, stingy, self-protective, indecisive. fearful and worrier. Strengths of Phlegmatic is calm, quiet, easy going, dependable, objective, diplomatic, efficient, organized, practical and humorous.
This is so true while i taking the quiz in my class. How you behave determines what tempermental you have, not what tempermental you have dictates how you behaves.
It's all about you Jesus.
What Pst. John Bevere preached last services was really inspiring to me, a powerful preacher that i ever met. really benefited from what he had preached. Like what Pst. Kong and he said, "Draw near to God and He will draw near to you." not He draw near to you, is you draw near to Him first. trials and tribulations are upon me and i'll still rejoice in his name if the Lord. no matter how serious the problems is, i'll still seek Him. Doing follow-up this year as things are not going smoothly for my member and was making things difficult for me. I still beleive that things will get better in no time for him. God will make a way for him and me and circumstances will change. Learning not to bear the burdens myself as the Bible says He is gentle and lowey in heart and willing to exchange our burdens for his yoke as his yoke is easy his burdens is light.
School is really wearing me out and i've tests everyday after each chapter has completed.everything was like flash back memories in my secondary days on how i did my test and homework needed to hand in on time. when i said out i have homework to do and i need to go back early, those words were so familiar to me.nice teachers and good environment were never been better than secondary schools, besides that the classrooms were like "north pole", freezing in there and my both hands were totally numb. had a clique in the school right now, lunching and fellowship with them during breaks and i'm the only guy in the clique. hah.
We are hard pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down but not destroyed. 2 Corinthians 4:8-9
