never look back, never look down
kbox.
hmm. this is the second time i had a heart attack since he came back. why am i blogging eveyday. haha. i will be busy for dec and even busier when the school starts. went to kbox in the night until in the morning, the fellowship was great but it was abit insane. singing until 3am that kinda thing. all of us were having breakthrough yesterday, included me. singing abit off-tone. haha. when the person came to give us the bill. pretty girl: we want to bill as we want to close already. is it possible?jin cheng: okay. sure.pretty girl: it will 103 dollars.group: mouth wide open, staring at each other.this is the second time, i got this. although it was just small amount to you guys. well, i'm trying to fit in every situation.praise the Lord. i'm working for the zouk out tomorrow night, i thought they had forget about me. i asked the senior on the phone just now, what am i gonna do for that event. "look at girls lor." haha. i hope i will not be looking at them the whole night, give me something to do instead. praise Him man, heard that the pay is good. Matthew 631 "Therefore do not worry, saying, "what shall we eat?" or What shall we drink?" or "What shll we wear?"
32 For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. 33 But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. 34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. hmm. maybe its time to let go of things that is doesnt conceren me and i dont want to affect my spiritual walk and want to move on. i know my goals, focus on it. it's not easy i know but i will try.
singapore expo
went for prayer meeting at expo, it was great. new place, new transport. haha. i have bus that go to expo that is less than 40mins if doesnt have traffic jam. is it great? i didnt expect it to be so fast and all the while i've been travelling jurong, praise the Lord man.went to meet my mentor with my aunt and mum in the school. imagining two people who were not your side and been attacking you but not helping you? but the talk is good with my teacher. she said that she is gonna guide me along the way with the "activities" next year. i'm gonna let myself to be happy and make things to make me happy also.Psalm 71 O LORD my God, in You I put my trust; Save me from all those who persecute me; And deliver me, 2 Lest they tear me like a lion, Rending me in pieces, while there is none to deliver. 3 O LORD my God, if I have done this: If there is iniquity in my hands, 4 If I have repaid evil to him who was at peace with me, Or have plundered my enemy without cause, 5 Let the enemy pursue me and overtake me; Yes, let him trample my life to the earth, And lay my honor in the dust. Selah 6 Arise, O LORD, in Your anger; Lift Yourself up because of the rage of my enemies; Rise up for me to the judgment You have commanded! 7 So the congregation of the peoples shall surround You; For their sakes, therefore, return on high. 8 The LORD shall judge the peoples; Judge me, O LORD, according to my righteousness, And according to my integrity within me. 9 Oh, let the wickedness of the wicked come to an end, But establish the just; For the righteous God tests the hearts and minds. 10 My defense is of God, Who saves the upright in heart. 11 God is a just judge, And God is angry with the wicked every day.
clothes
clothes have come a long way since Eve first donned the fig leaf. but are clothes just a cover up? we make clothes our own - we choose to buy them when to wear them, sometimes we grow to treasure them.clothes say something about the way we see ourselves and the way we want others to see us. they are a tacit form of communication, reflecting our values, interests and identify. each item of clothing forms a part of our personal landscape.-second skin, Kristy Dunseath-
bye jurong west.
my day has come. water baptized by Pst. Aries on saturday, it was a quick moment which i didnt expect. it was the last saturday in jurong west, moving to expo this week. was rather emotional when i was in the auditiorium where the services and prayer meetings held. i will miss the building. the cg was taking photos in church, if u wanna look at photos, u can go to my friendster account. everyone is moving and i wanna and will move with them too. every week, we are receiving teachings and discipleship, but now, it's like a refreshing teachings for me now and then. it's even more better to receive your own revealation yourself other than your leader. anyway, i love my leader also, she is wonderful. hmm. my mum is discharged. Praise God. i was so tired going to the hospital and i hate going to the hospital now. but the food over there is quite nice and there's a nurse who's quite pretty. oops. praise Him even more when're doing fine, praise Him when you're in trials, you are honoring Him and angels are watching over you. you will not go dry walking with Him.
We are hard pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down but not destroyed. 2 Corinthians 4:8-9
