never look back, never look down
npcc.
i miss those days in st. gab, especially np. those days are really fun and excitement, camping, fun and laughter and getting all the shit together. i remebered i was being called back to np and dont know what reason did the teacher called me. and not long ago, the posting of position has come and i was posted to platoon sergeant of sec 3 and some were unhappy as i dont have the ability to lead the squad but i nevertleness i have pulled through miraclously.thinking back then, i still remembered the heated arguments and disputes and this is the time where true colours were displayed. i do not know anything about it and i was so innocent and naive back then and often followed the crowd. and luckily this crowd of people can be called good friends. some people would want which called power hunger for positions at that time, and others would just want to get things done and have fun at the same time. that how i wish that everything can be done nicely and nic ely manner at that time.life still goes for me and is getting exciting each day i suppose. exams are coming next week and i still have the time to post entry right now. i've been mugging for the past weeks, really hope that everything will just be fine and have fun after exams. some people asked why i'm having dinner and going home alone and didnt go along with friends and which i find it quite alright. i believe that He has reason to put it in this way and that's why i'm like that. friends come and go which i agree sometimes. but there are just some minority who will just stand behind you and you know that they are behind you and no words can expressed beyond that and you are contended by that. hmm. i shall continue to mug hard for the few days. i really need You the most at this moment, you know my desire.why we sometimes recall the past and find it memorable, is because that is already in the past. is it true?
all for love.
all for love a father love. for only love could make a way. all for love the heavens cried. for love was crucified.oh how many times have i broken your heart.but still you forgive. if only i ask.and how many times have you heard my pray. draw near to me.everything i need is you. my beginning, my forever. everything i need is you.let me sing all for lve. i will join the angels song. ever holy is the lord. king of glory. king of all.all for love a saviour prayed. abba father have your way.though they know not what they do. let the cross draw man to you.
be ready in and out of season.
most of the project are over and chemistry and maths left now. experiences, learnt new stuff and handling people. steve: thanks for making time for me and my group for making such a great short flim and the teacher said she is gonna send it for competition. great huh. nan: hey nan, thanks for space in your house, your electricity, your dinner and printer's link. haha. you're the best and your mum's dinner is great. sometimes your nagging helps me alot.ben song: bro, if next time have time, we go to your house and ton, glad that you''ve shared with your story. preserve and God wont waste your pain that you had honored Him. things will change even better at home. amen?i went for a focus study group yesterday with some professor and one of the political minister, it was nervous at first. we were talking workfare versus walfare. it was really good experience as i shared my experience with them about going to study o level and what difficulties that i had at that time. there were two young malay married couples there, they wanted to to upgrade themselves but they both have a child to take care of. both of the guys were currently in NS and do not which direction they should take after ORD and they were coufused and of them said his future is very dim to him. despite the family problems and objections they had, they still wanted to upgrade themselves, hoping to give their child and themselves a better future which has reminded myslef to want to study even more harder. churh and cg are good and i was quite caught with things that were on saturaday. BS, guitar class, fellowshipping, just hope there will be more time. right now, i must start picking up on studies, exams are coming. glory Him and study at the same time. playing for cg this week, it will great on that day. :)
We are hard pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down but not destroyed. 2 Corinthians 4:8-9
