never look back, never look down
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
pre ns depression
is this called pre-ns depression? where i can be pondered about it at nights about how am i going to survive in there and how could i dont think about it when i see shing and benjamin on saturdays. less than 10 months or maybe lesser, i will be in for sure.
talking about ns since i was young when mummy keep nagging at me to study hard, " must study hard now ah, if not u will suffer in there i tell you, those officers will te-kan you if u are not highly educated." daddy will say, "want go in army liao hor." and now its coming to pass and happening soon.
that means i have limited time to do before that. when some guys said bad and good stuff about ns, u can listen to their one-sided story until you must experienced it yourself.
a group of frens which i hanged around with for almost three years has something going with the guys. warcraft fronze throne is what we are playing for the past two months and frienships has become stronger and friends are integrated in e cg. i would say that it's a good place to fellowship and has a common ground to talk.
talking about family and financial matters. can money can be measured over family? in fact, there's a thin line in between. if the family is not strong bonded, naturally you will measure money over family and things go wrong, is either you are strong with your family or you cant even think for your family and you cause much troubles when there are already troubles in the family. there's where your your faith and mind really increased a lot and you become a new man and people are added into your life by God to help and share the burden with you. im glad i've passed the stage of tribulation and hoping to improve even more better. hang on girl, you can do it.
emerge conference is less than 1 day 22hrs. excited and feeling tired at the same time. haha. mr darren will be going for arm wrestling on the last day of the emerge. maybe he be blessed with incredibly strength which he has never before.
talking about ns since i was young when mummy keep nagging at me to study hard, " must study hard now ah, if not u will suffer in there i tell you, those officers will te-kan you if u are not highly educated." daddy will say, "want go in army liao hor." and now its coming to pass and happening soon.
that means i have limited time to do before that. when some guys said bad and good stuff about ns, u can listen to their one-sided story until you must experienced it yourself.
a group of frens which i hanged around with for almost three years has something going with the guys. warcraft fronze throne is what we are playing for the past two months and frienships has become stronger and friends are integrated in e cg. i would say that it's a good place to fellowship and has a common ground to talk.
talking about family and financial matters. can money can be measured over family? in fact, there's a thin line in between. if the family is not strong bonded, naturally you will measure money over family and things go wrong, is either you are strong with your family or you cant even think for your family and you cause much troubles when there are already troubles in the family. there's where your your faith and mind really increased a lot and you become a new man and people are added into your life by God to help and share the burden with you. im glad i've passed the stage of tribulation and hoping to improve even more better. hang on girl, you can do it.
emerge conference is less than 1 day 22hrs. excited and feeling tired at the same time. haha. mr darren will be going for arm wrestling on the last day of the emerge. maybe he be blessed with incredibly strength which he has never before.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
personal evaluation
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| You Are French Food |
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| Your Stress Level is: 35% |
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Monday, May 15, 2006
a test of endurance
he has done his revision in the afternoon but he's still worried about it.
maybe in the middle of the night, he will wake up and study again.
he's going to pray that everything's gonna be alright for tomorrow.
he will not have fear in him but he will be going to the lecture theatre with the peace in his heart and ready to take the papers.
after monday and tuesday, he can be his normal self again.
maybe in the middle of the night, he will wake up and study again.
he's going to pray that everything's gonna be alright for tomorrow.
he will not have fear in him but he will be going to the lecture theatre with the peace in his heart and ready to take the papers.
after monday and tuesday, he can be his normal self again.
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
exams
can you imagine you have already slept and had a nightmare that woke you up? a nightmare that reminded me that i have not finished my maths work and it's time for school and i really went to the toliet to brush my teeth.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
mid-year
study, study, study, study, study
study, study, study, study, study
what else can i do but to study? i love maths. i love english. i love chinese, i love social studies. i love geography. i love physics and chemistry. i love my teachers expecially my ''chemistry teacher.''
i realized that i can be isolated from everything but to do necesarry stuff. the only strength you can depend on, it maybe seems so you cant reach it, but it can be done. i can be very sensitive person at times, but please do understand and stand in my position.
a familiar instrument has taken out to ease my anxiety, worries and to seek and just a slightly pluck i pluck it, the second string break. what an encouraging messaging i received.
my mum says i love you on one morning. should i feel happy or weird? haha. i want to go to ah ma's house, terribly miss her although her nagging can change your mood drastically. my mum bought paper plates for me to put my potatoes as i put butter on it and its too oily to wash it. and ah ma bump into my mum in the market and saw the paper plates and ask, '' taolin got party ah, why never ask me to go?''(in teochew) realized that i neglected her so much. ah gong is going to operation in early may. i better do something fast.
study, study, study, study, study
what else can i do but to study? i love maths. i love english. i love chinese, i love social studies. i love geography. i love physics and chemistry. i love my teachers expecially my ''chemistry teacher.''
i realized that i can be isolated from everything but to do necesarry stuff. the only strength you can depend on, it maybe seems so you cant reach it, but it can be done. i can be very sensitive person at times, but please do understand and stand in my position.
a familiar instrument has taken out to ease my anxiety, worries and to seek and just a slightly pluck i pluck it, the second string break. what an encouraging messaging i received.
my mum says i love you on one morning. should i feel happy or weird? haha. i want to go to ah ma's house, terribly miss her although her nagging can change your mood drastically. my mum bought paper plates for me to put my potatoes as i put butter on it and its too oily to wash it. and ah ma bump into my mum in the market and saw the paper plates and ask, '' taolin got party ah, why never ask me to go?''(in teochew) realized that i neglected her so much. ah gong is going to operation in early may. i better do something fast.
We are hard pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down but not destroyed. 2 Corinthians 4:8-9
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