little lights.. i was kinda moody these few days. a thousand thanks for those who stand by me. but i'm still uncure. hahah.
had usual service today and had bibles studies at the roof top. i was impressed how mingxuan described, he was telling us that we should worship God with open hands but not with unwillling hands when worshipping. if i would give u a thousand dollars to you, would u want it? of course, you will want that thousand dolars right? same as worshipping God, He gave you so many gifts and fruits to you and yet when u worship God, u would have tiredness hands and fell like putting down? although i felt that too. hahah. you have to feel it. that's all i can say.
today service was just great. i can sing my favourite song again! i was shocked and happy when nan showed me the lyrics of that particular song. hahah.
on my way home, mingxuan told me that do i have something running through my mind that keeps bothering me? how did he know? did i wrote i got something that keep bothering me on my face? better not go out with him too often. hahah. just kidding brother. bout that email, think i dont want to reveal, u should know what is going on and i dont want to talk so much about it. i even dont know what was i thinking about. damn me.
that tagboard of my friends was driving me crazy. that person even know that i have two sisters. who is that person?! shit him mann. if i know you who you are, i'll screw you down.  ¶ 12:28 AM