never look back, never look down
what are dreams?
school is sux! but it gonna be my one week holiday, cant wait to go to that school, two months. my seat is hot! i cant go to malaysia diving, such a waste. even didnt talk to my mama for two days for not letting me to go for the trip. but its over anyway. men should be decisive!
by the way, i gonna fulfill my mission pledge! finally, i can put my mind at ease. student ann has left singapore this morning, i think. so she has really left this time. hahs. hope that her mama will be okay after the operation. yieling has bless me things again, this time she has blessed me with a top from bossini. sigh. dont know what to say about her, had a long chat in the night that day. she told me that i had great potential to be dont-know-what. *raise eyebrown* saw the powerpoint presentation by my friend, was supposed to received it coz my comp is down. wishing me a birthday and what i am and i had change. so touched. being a christian isnt so bad, u have a brightening day each day and will know your purpose even better. maybe u say that i have change to be not as crappy as before huh. hahs. you will know yourself better, trust me. anyway he's a really a friend that i could really have. it's my honour. *cross heart* hug brother.
by the way, i havent figure out what are dreams? is it gonna be true? has asked afew of my friends, one of them say that dreams changes but reality doesnt. is it? had this kinda dream these few days, it seems so real! but that moment was clashed each time i have to wake up for school. why?! been recapping the past whom i supposed to forget. but it is so hard to difficult that u cant speak words alone. i wish that dream can become a reality. went to sentosa with adrian's family and his friend. he's one living example. they've been together for three years since secondary one. wish that someone is beside to share my joys and sorrow physical beside God spiritually. i like the God's presence when i'm praying. it's always so nice and sweet. but everytime after my prayer, sad smile return again. hahs.
so i have someone to eat supper once i had finish my service. no need to drink milo or milk to sleep again. think i'm going for the interview for the nursary's church soon. or should i say i had decided what i'm join for my ministry.
We are hard pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down but not destroyed. 2 Corinthians 4:8-9
