never look back, never look down
virus!
this is darren updating my blog! hahs.. now at my aunt's house playing with my cousins, giving me real message eh. pain pain. afterwards will sure give them hard time want.
next week, i do not need to go to school! yipeee. teacher's day and teacher got courses next week. i'll be meeting my primary schools peepz and having bbq. wonder how they look like already. hahah.
nothing much to say this week, my comp is down! damnit. even my starhub connection is down too. what a luck. have to call the starhub for a change for it. phew. sobx. i cant go malaysia with my friend, my mama dont allow me. why? why?! misses the diving and those nice scenery. u can imagine the whole three days diving and slacking.
anyway have thousand thanks to jin cheng. he's such a great friend. thanks for helping.
heya people. this is jincheng updating darren's unupdated blog for darren. since i know his username and password.. hmm why not? currently his comp is down due to a virus. he's in mingxuan's house now about to go home.. while i'm in sydney now wanting to go home. nevermind.. three more months. it isn't that long.. its only three.. you can count it with your fingers and still have seven more to spare.. fast right? (i'm trying to make myself feel better..)
wish darren a safe trip home.. see ya=p
happy birthday
My birthday has come. Quite a normal one want for me, as usual. Hahah. I was so nervous that nobody greeted me birthday on that day. Hee. Exactly 12pm, first five messages has received. Hahs. First person, jasmine. Second person, melody and the two sisters, third person, yunrui and the list goes on. Thanks guys. I was expecting afew close people message me before you guys. But.. hahah. Anyway thanks for your messages, really lighten me up.
And thanks W260! For your nice nice present. Hahah. Floating card with my face and the ultraman’s body. Wonderful! Hahah. So unique! and the shirt. Thanks guys. Think that top is not cheap at all. My mama say very nice. Hahah. And Janice, my two sis and my mama, they had blessed me 50bucks. Wooohoooo. I can complete my august pledge! So shiok. One more month. Hee.
Anyway, my comp is down again! I cant use IE, my bad dream is back again. Damned damned comp. Have to find help as soon as possible.
Today is bad day for me. Sigh. Got scolded by the coach. Had asked me what is the cause and the treatment for shock? Guess what? I was talking rubblish. Sigh. Good for you Darren. For not reading the instruction book. And my timing is 2.48. argh. came back with bloody red eyes and watery ears. Watch afew swimming matches these few days. Sigh. They’re not humans at all! So fast! Darren salute to them. Hahah. Helping out this Sunday at the nursery church. Hahah. Hope that they will not
CRY. *cross fingers*
back finally..
had a total blast at de cheng's house overnight stay. didnt know he is jin cheng's brother! how come nobody told me?! slow me. had ubin outing yesterday, it was a combined cellgroup thingy. get to know other cellgroup people. hahs. back to de cheng's house overnight staying. learnt a lot of stuff from him sia. he's a really cool guy who is now serving NS. his house was totally cool and his mum was cool too. went to fetch us from bukit batok mrt to her house. she was such a nice lady. that overnight staying had really let me know that what i want for my life. think for now, i'll join ministry. when de cheng was asking me this question, " what u wanna be in the future?" i stopped for awhile and still dont know what i wanna be. actually, not hust de cheng had ask me the question, i was orh orh orh. hahah. guess for now, my dream is to get a distinction lifesaving. that's a very big dream. haha. signed by england queen's signature. only a handful of people have that cert in singapore. shall work towards it.
student ann is leaving! so sad. hahs leaving us on wednesday, refused to tell us what is the time she will be leaving. damn bad. dont want to let us to send her off. de cheng, sebast, jeremy and me went to bought a soft doggie toy for her in the afternoon. hope she'll like it. hahah.
thousand thanks to lao da! got me the latest hillsong cd? and twenty bucks for me. i'm really touched. thanks lao da. shall keep that card and the money as a lucky charm? hahah.
that sister is really pissed me off now. the new PM had taken the new hot seat. YOU have no say! go back to your room and do your homework.
my birthday is coming in two weeks time. first time celebrating in city harvest eh. i know what to ask when my mama ask me what i want for present. i was thinking and.. ting ting! hahs. ask her to sign the baptism paper as a present. dont know what her reaction will be when i pop out that question. *evil grins*
happy birthday singapore! 39 years old liao lehh. must take care of yourself eh.
Holy Spirit
every atom of my body began trembling and i felt someone had gone through of it when i read this part. guess i will keep zapped by it as i read along eh.
Dennis Benneth, the Episcopal priest who helped to introduec charismatic renewal into the mainline denominations, often compared the Holy Spirit to a guest who comes to your home:
While you are in the kitchen preparing refreshment, Benneth said, your guest sits quietly in your living room waiting for you to come and talk with Him. He doesnt barge into your kitchen and say, "I am waiting for you." instead, he may wait for hours until you sit down and talk with him. He is a total Gentleman and does not force Himself on anyone.
The Holy Spirit is just such a Gentleman. He will not intrude into our lives or force His presence upon us. But He will stay ever so close to those who desire His company.
We need to welcome the Holy Spirit into every area of our daily lives by allowing Him to do His work in us and through us-at home, on the job, in school, at church whereever we are. His wonderful presence should grace our prayer closets, our Bible studies, our worship, and our relationship with other people.
He longs to become your clostest Companion and Helper. But it's up to you to extend the invitation. He is waiting for you to say, "Welcome, Holy Spirit."
anger management..
Anger is the child of frustration. We are not born to be angry. In fact, we learn it almost immediaitely.
Anger often concealed in complaining and whinning, it is even possible to cause a emotional
condition like depression. We are encouraged to adjust to the will of others, thus we live with the frustrations.
Of may not hearing our own way. Countless of times, we have been told that control our temper is a measure of
our maturity.
filming night..
Rev. Mike Connell was preaching yesterday, it was great. went to jurong point to celebrate jin cheng's birthday after the service. he's gonna leave us tomorrow as he is going back to australia to study. after that, we went to to catch with ann, yieling, sebast, jin cheng and steve. *shakes head* this is the first time catching a movie with lao da and ann they all. the whole process of choosing and buying the tickets was fun huh. in the end, we watched i-robot at jurong point or rather we have no choice. hah. but the time waiting for the movie to start was great. sitting in mos and later on shifted to cinema entrance. hahah.
after watcing that movie, it was late. so we went to steve's house to stay overight. *evil grin* we were surfing and singing or rather sebast was singing only? hah. we planned to swim at 6am but it was 3am at that time. i was slacking and was half-dead at steve's bed. later on, i was offically dead but was listening of what they were talking about. hands was itchy so i taken steve's phone to play and pictures were taken with jin cheng and sebast. later on, we started to video cam each other and steve started to role play us and create a so-called short movie. hahah.
sebast- devil
darren- slacker
jin cheng- slacker
steve- director
so the movie goes like this, bascially jin cheng and me were sleeping and sebast as the devil wanted to kill us and stuff like that. we taken alot of NGs, especially me! hahah. the movie was perfect and lame. and we were considering to burn it to a cd and let my cellgrp pple appreciate the show. so in the morning, we went downstair to swim, steve's mum was so nice. preparing us the toothbrushes, towels for us. and even tidy up the room for us. was so guilty about it. so down the pool, we started to film again! hahah. this time the show can be filed as long as we want with a webcam. it's toally nuts where all the people were looking at us. saw a lot of cute babies too. hahah. where their mama took them out for a walk and enjoying the morning breeze. the scene was so nice. oops.. hah. influnce by steve's directing skills. scene 1, action2, take!
