never look back, never look down: to be held

Sunday, July 30, 2006

to be held

it's more than a week since i sat down to blog. i was so frustrated with the connection these days and i cant get online to search my stuff. oh well, the connection is not mine so i have to bear with it.

school has successfully immersed me into school work and revision. i got a personal revealation from someone and it was a strong one as well. it really make me think what i need to do right now and focus solve all problems. it had really changed my mindset, simple words that came out and it captivated my mind. Looking back, the devil had me real tight for the past months and i was awaken by it.

recently, i was coughing as if i was suffocating. especially at nights. must be the durains that i ate. one by one and i ate five to seven in just afew minutes and it was really sensation. i could have not stop it and able to finish the whole of it myself but i still want my voice.

when i scrolled down the phone book in my phone. i realized there are quite number of friends that are close to me are rather who are either working or in army. and some are so close once that we didnt contact for years. my heart felt so heavy when i think of it. that's really sad thing when all of us get on with life and forget about each other.

things are getting to a higher gear i sense it and i will not give up my rights to be happy, i will not give up my dreams for anything lesser. He says a man without dreams or visions will perish. i will continue to play for Him and praise Him. keep on going, keep on going.

Phi3:13-14
Brethren, i do not count myself to have apprehended: but one thing i do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead.I press towards the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

¶ 5:37 PM

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