Tuesday, May 30, 2006
pre ns depression
is this called pre-ns depression? where i can be pondered about it at nights about how am i going to survive in there and how could i dont think about it when i see shing and benjamin on saturdays. less than 10 months or maybe lesser, i will be in for sure.
talking about ns since i was young when mummy keep nagging at me to study hard, " must study hard now ah, if not u will suffer in there i tell you, those officers will te-kan you if u are not highly educated." daddy will say, "want go in army liao hor." and now its coming to pass and happening soon.
that means i have limited time to do before that. when some guys said bad and good stuff about ns, u can listen to their one-sided story until you must experienced it yourself.
a group of frens which i hanged around with for almost three years has something going with the guys. warcraft fronze throne is what we are playing for the past two months and frienships has become stronger and friends are integrated in e cg. i would say that it's a good place to fellowship and has a common ground to talk.
talking about family and financial matters. can money can be measured over family? in fact, there's a thin line in between. if the family is not strong bonded, naturally you will measure money over family and things go wrong, is either you are strong with your family or you cant even think for your family and you cause much troubles when there are already troubles in the family. there's where your your faith and mind really increased a lot and you become a new man and people are added into your life by God to help and share the burden with you. im glad i've passed the stage of tribulation and hoping to improve even more better. hang on girl, you can do it.
emerge conference is less than 1 day 22hrs. excited and feeling tired at the same time. haha. mr darren will be going for arm wrestling on the last day of the emerge. maybe he be blessed with incredibly strength which he has never before.
talking about ns since i was young when mummy keep nagging at me to study hard, " must study hard now ah, if not u will suffer in there i tell you, those officers will te-kan you if u are not highly educated." daddy will say, "want go in army liao hor." and now its coming to pass and happening soon.
that means i have limited time to do before that. when some guys said bad and good stuff about ns, u can listen to their one-sided story until you must experienced it yourself.
a group of frens which i hanged around with for almost three years has something going with the guys. warcraft fronze throne is what we are playing for the past two months and frienships has become stronger and friends are integrated in e cg. i would say that it's a good place to fellowship and has a common ground to talk.
talking about family and financial matters. can money can be measured over family? in fact, there's a thin line in between. if the family is not strong bonded, naturally you will measure money over family and things go wrong, is either you are strong with your family or you cant even think for your family and you cause much troubles when there are already troubles in the family. there's where your your faith and mind really increased a lot and you become a new man and people are added into your life by God to help and share the burden with you. im glad i've passed the stage of tribulation and hoping to improve even more better. hang on girl, you can do it.
emerge conference is less than 1 day 22hrs. excited and feeling tired at the same time. haha. mr darren will be going for arm wrestling on the last day of the emerge. maybe he be blessed with incredibly strength which he has never before.
