never look back, never look down: life

Sunday, April 23, 2006

life

why am i being tortured by it and why am i putting hopes on it and at the end of the day i was utterly destroyed and sometimes it has also affected my studies. why am i doing it and i got frustrated at the end of the day? i was enlightened while i was on my way home, i was thinking how to get out of this and my mind was in peace at that time. no doubt that i was better than last time and after all, things changed much better then.

actually i dont wish to talk about playing but it was great so i think why not share it. e first time i played for combined cgm, had the urge to play it even more better. had good comments from yieling which i was greatly encouraged. i was thinking how could i play in front of so many people and playing God's song and i am still playing for cgm. not to mention that i really improved tremendously and its an miracle. note the word miracle. haha. can you imagine a person that is not music-inclined and learning an music instrument and using that to serve Him. who can you give thanks but Him? we are hard pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; perecuted, but not forsaken, stuck down, but not destroyed. thank you.

three more weeks to mid-year which im determined to do it well. mind over matters darren.

¶ 4:44 PM

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