blessed darrenit's been donkey years im writing my entry. wow. time seems passes so fast that i was so afraid. its getting nearer to o level that somtimes i feel that its tomorrow. but im enjoying myself in school although there are free flow of homework and stress that i couldnt take it. i realized that im not stupid afterall, the concentration just need to be there. although it's just the foundations of maths, i've mastered three chapters in three hours. slow but steady.
home remains the same, spending even lesser time at home, believing situation will change for close ones not to mention they will be saved soon. im hoping and determined to go to the next level of breakthrough, not being selfish about myself, praying for my grandparents and my old aunt to be healthy everytime i prayed. its really amazing that you offering your treasure to God's hands and sometimes you're lending to Him that beyond your expectations. and it's so amazing how He returned you back and your storehouse are filled that it cant even contain anymore, i can said that im experiencing it right now and felt so scary that it is happening to me.
i was quite held back when somebody told me that i was appeard "dao" maybe sometimes my face expressions show it all but have to agree it with her that i must improve it. i was thinking of these words when i heard this song, dont think you know his name, u know everything about him. how much people know about me and interested to know about me?
We are hard pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down but not destroyed. 2 Corinthians 4:8-9