npcc.i miss those days in st. gab, especially np. those days are really fun and excitement, camping, fun and laughter and getting all the shit together. i remebered i was being called back to np and dont know what reason did the teacher called me. and not long ago, the posting of position has come and i was posted to platoon sergeant of sec 3 and some were unhappy as i dont have the ability to lead the squad but i nevertleness i have pulled through miraclously.
thinking back then, i still remembered the heated arguments and disputes and this is the time where true colours were displayed. i do not know anything about it and i was so innocent and naive back then and often followed the crowd. and luckily this crowd of people can be called good friends. some people would want which called power hunger for positions at that time, and others would just want to get things done and have fun at the same time. that how i wish that everything can be done nicely and nic ely manner at that time.
life still goes for me and is getting exciting each day i suppose. exams are coming next week and i still have the time to post entry right now. i've been mugging for the past weeks, really hope that everything will just be fine and have fun after exams. some people asked why i'm having dinner and going home alone and didnt go along with friends and which i find it quite alright. i believe that He has reason to put it in this way and that's why i'm like that. friends come and go which i agree sometimes. but there are just some minority who will just stand behind you and you know that they are behind you and no words can expressed beyond that and you are contended by that. hmm. i shall continue to mug hard for the few days. i really need You the most at this moment, you know my desire.
why we sometimes recall the past and find it memorable, is because that is already in the past. is it true?
ΒΆ 3:43 PM
We are hard pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down but not destroyed. 2 Corinthians 4:8-9