never look back, never look down: The Heavenly Man.

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

The Heavenly Man.

school is gonna be hectic these few weeks, practical has to be done by holidays. five projects and two phase tests, and the best is i dont even know how to do. hahs. just pray i'll be able to hold on till holidays. 26 of nov is indenpedence day for me. had lunch with lao da this afternoon, told her that i'm able to serve for Him on sundays. hahs. think it's the grace of God, i was watching a show about helping out elderly on channel 8 and the show was really inspired people to care and help those elderly. can see that my mama is touched and finally i popped out the question of helping out at church, nagging and questions were asked why i want to help out. my mama is that sort of person whose face gives the answer. no frowning and silence means consent.

the fear has come. my previous coach, mr tan has came back from his operation recovery to give training. he given my friend a call that why we didnt turned up for training, he did not told him that we have change to another coach and he had already knew about it. had this kinda feeling that i dont like that i change coaches thing. friends from the classes asked me why i din turned up and told them i dont want to learn. kinda of missing them, the big noisy group that we swim thick and thin together and now i was training alone with my partner. human is like that, they want the fastest way to achieve the results they want.

okay. after eating lunch with lao da, went to sengkang to give some stuff to mingxuan, thought of leaving after handed the stuff to him and i stayed till night. hahs. but it was productive. learn something new today, was reading heavenly man. can tell you, that book is worth of spending your time reading. he's one man that i respect. cant believe that he had fasted for 74 days and tortures were being used on him. a electric baton was put into your mouth? and those idot guards were urining at you? there are lots of torture were being used on him and he was reduced to bones and have not die. it really bring me another level of faith and believe as you believe in Him, u can do all things through Christ to strengthen you.

christmas is coming and my sis's birthday is coming too. that means i need MONEY. hahs. given my application form to LIFE bookshop, hope that they will accept me. heard that there is interview before you are accepted. a friend of mine had failed at the hands of the interviewer. dont care who the heck are you, just give me the job. if i get the job, it's really the grace from above, gonna bless your people as You have blessed me so many things for the past year. visualization. rehearse your miracle. hahah.

¶ 2:55 PM

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