never look back, never look down
its was raining heavily. most people cant go out because of the rain. curses and swear upon it. working people will think that its a good time to sleep at home but too bad they are working. so their mood for the day goes down as well.
for me, i love rain at this point. what a relax feeling to go to work during rain. where we will not allow people to go to swim because of the thunder and stuff. there was this colleague that was working with me today was shouting to the sky, rain come ba, rain come ba. he started to sing after that, and rain really come indeed. haha.
walking around and chatting with the colleagues or changing seats here and there to find a comfortable seat. besides that, when people are sitting together you will chit-chat or something, obviously you will talk unless you are dumb or introvet, but instead they are stuffing me with their precious life experiences and working life.
a senior who is working there has watched me grow up and was my coach for swimming since young and now he's sharing his experiences with me. i started to believe to have a mentor is for life, no matter what age are you and where are you expertise in, they are still there to give you advices.
christmas is coming real soon. a new year is coming soon also. people, NS, fastened your seat belts, he's coming, be prepared to be influenced by him.

im not that bad afterall.
i was on my way home in the train and all of a suddenly, there was this american guy started to talk to me, i was a little startled but anyway he was just trying to be friendly and he asked me how was my day so i replied back. things started to get strange and people around us keep looking at us. and the conversation doesnt end just like that, he started to ask me what i usually do and stuff like that.
i thought he came from overseas and cultures are not the same, that's why he's so friendly. why not since im alone and its better than to talk to another person than staring in blank. and halfway through the conversation, i asked him why is he doing in singapore, and he told me he is a missonary. and this explains what's the conversation about and he gave me some stuff of course and invite me to his chuch or something which i was expecting it already. after i alighted, the whole thing was in my mind some questions were left with no answers. but anyway a nice guy actually. damn. should have ask him to come for christmas celebration.
havent had a good supper for a very long time, went to changi village to makan. this time it was a little bit different cuz i have to cook e steak by myself. i wanted to be medium rare intially but at the end of the day, it was really well done.
i dont really liked him when we first met, man with few words and dont say hello back. but after working with him for the same shift, he's quite a nice person afterall, he told me about his life and stuff. you cant help when two persons are sitting together doing nothing.
he's a chinese sinseh and he's not a ordinary one. he healed many people that are terminal-ill. apart from that, he's a really a good swimming coach, many people went to him to learn swimming and i got some techinques and skills out of the chatting. back then, he's e fastest man swimming butterfly for 23s for 50m. even ang peng siong have to stand aside and watch him perform. a very humble man which i can learn from.


We are hard pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down but not destroyed. 2 Corinthians 4:8-9